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get back more papers.. nt really happy agn... bt yeah agn... must be bersyukur.. look on da brighter side of everything.. its nt da end.. its only da begining of the exam life..haiz.. gt 2 more marks for e-maths.. bt still it does change the grade... if only.. anoth 2 more marks can somehow fly into my paper for maths.. den i can proudly say i've improve on my e-maths.. bt now.. im still stuck in da no. 2.. sheesh... n im really hoping for anoth 1 more mark to fly into my phy paper too.. tt mcq qns.. why did she hafta change the ans... haiz.. now.. i haf to keep searching for tt 1 mark or so... haiz.. eerrrmmm wad else... i've tried.. agn n agn.. bt still da results arent showing...isit maybe wad cikgu said is true.. all our doa's is being tangguhkan.. or isit simply tt i dunt deserve da good results.. why cant i ever for once achieve gr8ly for the thing i've wrked soo hard for.. for the things i've been imagining.. n hoping soo much to get.... why why why..... haiz... doa kita boleh ditangguhkan.. boleh dikurniakan esok hari... boleh dibatalkan..boleh ditukarkan... and 2 otha reasons which i completely forgt.. will find it out soon.. well i really really hope tt my doa had really been ditangguhkan dan akan dikurniakan untuk markah O'lvlku...insyaalah...
*n peepz take note arhz.. tt teachers can take legal action against u ppl if u ever insult dem or anything in ur blogs.. so blogs take care of wadeva u type in ur blogs.. cuz it can just backfire u... so play safe.. hahahz...
kie kiez gtg redi bein hit by dizzy spells now.. bye nytez...

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2:35 PM <3

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erm we got back afew more papers today.. kinda expected more frm e-maths.. bt heyz.. harus bersyukur rytez.. i'm super afraid tt i might do well now.. budden later during O's i cant perform!! haiz.. im really rally afraid of tt.. anw.. a-maths.. i was really expecting sooo much more den tt.. really.. really dissapointed... soo much effort put into it norhz.. bt agn.. i suppose it's nt enuff.. just like malay.. its nvr enuff.. i'll just hafta cont wrking hard.. cont practising.. cont studying hard.. cont studying smartly.. i suppose everyone out dere will be doin da same thing.. i hafta really cont on geog.. a-maths.. phy... malay.. and eng if i eva wanna do well in my O's.. tts a whole lot of subz.. bt i'll perservere... berbekalkan dgn satu-satunya senjata org islam..-doa- we will be able to achieve our dreamz.. insyaallah...

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10:43 AM <3

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erm had mendaki in da mornz.. had maths paper 2 test!!! siao bo.. soo freakin hard!!! summore gt soo lil energy to do lorhz.. n no break for us!!! sadde sadde!! anw.. both me and fizah was late!! n i suppose az mi too!! hahahz... he wanted to chase after da bus bt i was lyk aiyaahh dun nd la.. da bus oso nvr really stop.. so yarhz.. n he was lyk i shld haf run for the bus.. hahaz.. go run la go run.. bleahz...
otha den tt.. slack da whole of today.. thx to my dearies la.. hmrf.. hahaz... made for dem some friendship band out of boredom.. hahaaz.. den afta tt get my ass for tuition.. haiz.. was a lil late bt dere was only hajar.. fadil.. n zahra.. haiz.. so wasnt really paiseh arhz.. hahaz.. anw i tink cik tayeb oso very used to me bein late.. hahaz.. ya so lyk tt la my whole of today.. tmr more tuition lesson for me!! haiz.. i suppose betta go n do sm revision on phy tmr before headin dere.. skali he give test i die.. bleahz.. okiez arhz.. damn tired.. wanna shut ma eyes n gt to my lala-land!! heehz.. night nights ppl!! tc n muackz to all!!

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2:53 PM <3

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wake up late today.. haiz was suppose to wake up at 5 la.. den i woke up at 6.30... even later den usual.. so rush rush rush. n manage to call eunice up norhz.. hahaz.. den eunice lyk estimate the time when we board the buz.. as in me n fizah n she brought the winnie up da bus.. lucky we sat near da door.. cuz da bus was damn full.. so she jus pass da pooh to us.. den she cont standin.. bleahz.. den we reach sch.. yisin soo cute... she was scared of the pooh sia!!! hahahaz.. i dunno wads she soo scared abt it.. bt she was scared of it.. hahah.. n she dun wanna carry it till da end of the dae!! hahahaz...damn farnie... omg omg all da wae.. n she keep sayin da pooh very heavy.. haiz.. its a soft toy my girl!! hahahz...
anw get back malay paper.. dun wanna tok abt it... den get back eng paper.. lagi tak nak ckp pasal tu!!! damn damn damn pissed with da eng paper.. wth.. for oral.. all da gerls hu can speak betta gt 9 or 10 / 20.. while da bois all gt above 12!!! damn biased sah!!! hmrf!!! dun care arhz... den deres dental check up today.. n my teeth are prefect!!! bleahz!!! well i suppose i inherit my moms perfect teeth.. hehhz.. loves her teeth.. n of cuz la.. hers are much nicer den mine.. bleahz..
erm den during geog we got back both our papers.. n wen we were abt to get our paper 2.. da ms koh or wadeva her name is.. i dunno her name la.. da smiley smiley clerk..she came n ask we all to go n do da survey.. i juz click agree agree agree... n some abt friends qns.. i put strongly agree.. hahaz.. n den all of the girls rush back dwn to theaterette to get our paper2.. hahaz.. n guess wad!!!! my geog paper 1 i gt 31/40 de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAH SUPER HAPPY!!!! hahahaz.. i tink first tym sia..i get soo high.. n yisin gt 32!! n highest wan shan gt 33!!! wah girl power!!!! hahahaz... den my paper 2.. didnt do soo badde la.. my section A was superb sia!! honestly.. i gt 40/50.. bt my section B was horrible!!!haiz.. only got 19/50... haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. pull dwn everything!!! hmrf... both me n sin sin's paper 1 pull us up!!! hi5 baby!! hehhz... only geog.. wad abt the rest.. haiz.. dun wanna noe my results. hahahz... bt lets face it la.. i cant run away frm it..
afta tt me.. fizah.. n eunice went to pw.. we gt really really crazie.. n fizah was a lil cheered up frm her dissapointment i suppose.. hahaz.. i tink jus for tt moment.. anw we are soo crazie... really really crazie!!! hahahaz...haiz. i dunno wad will happen w/o u guys in my life man!! u guyz really made my day.. luv u guys sooooooo much n nxt yr u all wanna go tp n leave me out.. hmm.. sadde sadde!! hahahahahha!!!!! anw thx for bein by my side.. n scold me when i needed a scolding.. eventhough i always scold back.. hahahaz..!!! cruel evil me!!! bleahz...Ohh ya n SHARON LIM!!!! hhaahaha.. THANKEEW soooo muchies!!! cont teachin me till end of my geog paper okiez!!!! 3 aint gd enuff rytez.. den muz help me get a 1!!! hehhz.. thx!!! omg luv u guyz soo muchiz!!!!
crazie dee

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8:33 PM <3

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finally man.. last day of prelims... well tts nt da end.. infact its only the begining.. it doesnt matter how much i fair in da prelimz.. bt da real thing will be da O's.. da results will come out by nxt wk.. n tmr i can guarentee tt some of da teachers will be giving back out papers.. haizz.. well.. i shall nt be affected by the results.. it doesnt matter anymore.. i think i've put in all i had for the papers i sat.. if i didnt fair well enough.. tt just proves tt i've not put in enough effort to do well.. erm today i shall just slack.. nd a break manz.. ahahaz.. actually what i really need is a mental relaz.. nt physical relax.. nice nice wanna go beach?? hahaz.. anw.. i shall rewrite my study timetable already... leaving out chem??? hmmmz.. i shal talked to my parents and cik tayeb bout it agn.. okiex ppl wanna go off redi.. wanna catch my korean show liaoz.. ahhaz...


YISIN BABY.. HAPPY B'DAE!!!

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8:44 AM <3

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had malay... i tell u i totally screw up my malay.. i tink i was really paying alot of attention into all my otha subjects.. tt i kinda put aside malay.. n oso i really had no mood to cont malay.. haiz.. eventhoughi used to love malay lyk shit.. bt i guess all da semangat just flew away as days past... anw.. i tink da paper was kinda hard... i gt no idea wad rubbish i wrote im my malay compo sia.. haiz.. ermz... den da bina ayat.. da peribahasa kinda ok... i suppose only the bina ayat n karangan i screw up.. cuz i spent tooo much tym on da surat.. i practically spent a whole hour on it.. haiz..
afta sch.. me.. fizah.. nice.. n mel ate in da canteen.. afta which we went to pw to get stuffz norh.. n i hug tt big big thing all da wae to nice nice hse.. ahhahaa.. asked sha to go so nice's hse so she can help me for geog.. well she really helped.. n we asked each otha qns lyk testin each otha lyk some small kid.. at least tt's wad nice nice said la.. n she juzt cant stop luffin!!! hmrf!!! hahahaz.. eerr.. wad else arhz.. n i bought fizah's prezzie.. its damn nice.. hahahz... well i hope she'll loves it.. hahahahz... u betta love it okiez!! bleahz!!!

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11:11 AM <3

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well lit paper was kinda a disaster.. i was totally exhausted tt day dunno why.. n i acc fell aslp.. so i manage to only filled up 2 foolscape paper altogether.. anw.. da paper was kinda easy.. abit lyk sS sia.. hahaz.. to an extent to an extent.. hahahaz...
juz now was maths.. i tink da paper was kinda ok la.. bt tricky... n i frgt to chng da blardy ans to percentage!!!! aaarrrggghhhhzzz... 1 blardy mark dwn da drain.. simply bcuz i was damn tired to check da whole paper!!! ish ish ish!!!!! n den my transformation.. its suppose to be (0,3) da smarty pants me go put (3,0).. haiz!!! aarrrgggghhhhzzz!!!!!!! i wan an A for e-maths!!! i WAN AN A FOR MATHS!!! I WANT DA BLARDY A!!!! haiz... juz pray hard tt i'll get it!!! haiz...

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10:39 AM <3

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im here sighing.. and moaning over the slightest thing which causes me to be uneasy.. which causes the strain which i hardly get... which causes the slightest feeling of trouble that is being brought to me... bt what i always fail to see is that many ppl out there.. are waiting to be in my position.. despite being cursed.. despite being insulted agn n agn... time n time... they are willing to take all that just to experience the joy i had with the ones i love...with the ones hu hates n despise me the most....

thinkin over the fact that i am not as what u see.. theres soo much more abt me hidden by the beauty of ignorance....

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1:08 PM <3

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just come back frm masjid Khalid... got the nisfu sya'ban prayers n all... very chaotic... haha.. last yr oso the same.. da ladies shld really take it easy man.. ahahaz..especially the makcik makcik.. anyway.. the uztad was fast.. n daddy says tt some otha uztad is even faster.. wth!! baca cepat cepat.. panjang pendek semua langar... my aunty owaes says tt.. hahahaz...anw.. dey all ustad really wad.. soo deir readin are basically perfect..

right before tt.. went for tuition.. it was pushed up to 1 to 4 today.. cuz cik tayeb oso was hurryin to get to the mosque... must pray byk byk on tix day...its ware all da prayers are granted!!.. so...

ya allah.. tolonglah hambamu ini... berkatilah aku.. berkatilah kami dgn ilmu pengetahuan yang berfaedah...berikanlah aku.. berikanlah kami semua dpt membuat yg terbaik untuk masing masing.. dlm peperiksaan GCE O kami... berikanlah kami dpt markah yang terbaik utk kami... ya allah ya tuhanku... bukakanlah hati insan insan lain to memeluk ajaranmu... berikanlah mereka sedar islam adalah satu satunya ajaran yang benar...berikanlah mereka sedar akan kesilapan mereka.. berikanlah aku sedar akan kesilapan ku.. amin amin amin...

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1:01 PM <3

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OMG OMG OMG!!!!! ms tan im damn damn sorry for breakin ur heart to thousands of pieces tt cannot be glued back even by by super glue!!! sooo sooo soorrryyyy!!!!! haiz.. da paper was really damn damn damn hard.. n i am really damn dissapointed in myself.. n i'll stick by what u said... tough training is good training.. n im really not giving up hope for doin well in O's for phy!! i will nvr!! probably chem is a goner... tts why phy have to be good!! no more resting on phy!! cik tayeb!!! haha... nd ur help too!!! lotsa lotsa HELP!!!

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1:24 PM <3

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hmmz... aiya just ignore da previous post.. im just freakin pissed norhz.. despite soo much guidance by her.. n soooooo much more effort put in.. den see da blardy paper n qns sooo freakin hard... hu wldnt be pissed.. haiz.. im sooooo dissapointed...... simply dots dots dots....

i injured my finger!! hmrf!!! lips cracking.. nose bleeding.. hands breaking...

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1:00 PM <3

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im sooo goin to fail chem!!!!!!!!!! eeeeerrrrrggggggg!!!! wth with da blady paper norhz!!! idiot.. i actuallie almost fell aslp cuz i can only do sooo few sums!!! and i have lyk a whole hour more!!!haiz.. anyway.. cehm suck.. really really suck!!! ish n it cant get out my mind!! still thinkin of some qns.. ohh ya.. n i cant concentrate on da blardy paper juz now!!! sooo eeeerrrr!!! tmr phy!!! anoth killer paper.. ms tan say it'll be super hard le!!! sheesh!!! dunno if i can even get a good result for even 1 of da science... haiz haiz haiz.. sigh sigh sigh!!! bt nevertheless!!! i wont GIVE UP!!! nvr!!! TYS!! temasek paper here i comE!!! hahaz..bye peepz..

da rc notice brd is really nice u guys.. hueva help in da process of da notice brd gr8 job!!! n i noe des is one of dem!! ahahaz.. recongnice da wax!! ahhaaz... well its relli nice!! hehhz

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4:03 AM <3

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well today had a-maths paper 2!!! n i skip skip skip soo much qns in my first attemptthru da whole paper.. haiz.. bt overall doable i really realy hope i can pass both da blardy papers sia!!! haiz.. aiyohhz... tmr chem even WORSE!!!!! at nice nice hse now tryin to stuff some impt stuffs bout chem!! haiz.. so ya wish me luck ppl.!! and all da best for da otha papers to u guyz too..

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4:05 AM <3

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can someone.. anyone hear me??!!! aaarrrggghhhzzz!!! damn blardy stress sia!! cant even study peacefully.. today didnt touch any book da whole day.. scared tt i'm overconfident for my a-maths paper tmr.. bt wth can i do sia.. immy's lyk disturbing me soo muchiex.. take away my stationaries n stuffz.. haiz.. bt actuallly come to tink of it i deserve it.. cuz i was happily bullying him in da aftanoon... took away his bantal busuk n hide it n stuffz.. haiz.. cruel evil me..bt lyk i feel damn sick.. thinkin im such a pig for nt doin anything today!!! haiz.!!! can someone shake me out of thix nightmare im living in!! someone anyone help me!!!

GM sha.. thankeew soooooo muchiez for all da last minute help i got from u for my dear geog.. well u're almost accurate for most of the stuffz.. hahaz.. erm.. thankeew sooo much for da notebooks and da whole file sia.. its full of info.. hahaz...will be needing more help for da O's de!! so granny pls cont helping!!! hehhez.. love ya granny!!!

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12:18 PM <3

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todae.. gt a-maths paper and sS... guess wad.. i spot topic for sS.. and i spot venice!! hahahz.. well everyone else does tt too.. bt anyway.. i only studied tt.. n i was hoping lyk mad tt venice wld come out.. n alhamdulilah it came out.. if not.. i can juz throw away the whole paper sia.. aarrggghhhhzzz... da blardy cot thing cause me my 4 markz sia!! how dumb can i be nt to go and invert tt blardy eqn!!!!!!!!!! aaarrrrrgggghhhhhhzzzz!!!!!!anyway i tink i can pass HOPEFULLY!!! i really wanna pass thiz paper sia.. later da paper 2 surely even worse sia.. haix.. anyway.. tmr gonna haf geog!! nd lotsa lotsa lotsa help!!! haiz.. n i juz found out tt my bro is sooo freakin kpo.. sia.. even my blog oso wanna read.. n yest he scold me lyk siao..[hahaz.. n he threaten to hack into my blog!!! hmrf... so ppl if u see strange stuffz which is soo nt me.. tt means its him!!! hahahaz] wth!! its only to nice nice lorhz.. n she dun even understand wad i told her.. tt blur nice nice. haiz.. cant help me.. i oso damn blur.. lyk her.. prob worse den her.. haiz.. wad to do.. life!! ok la.. ryte till her.. wanna scold granny..ask her qns nvr ans me.. sobz!! hahahz.. tataz.. all da best ppl!!

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6:00 AM <3

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todae.. gt a-maths paper and sS... guess wad.. i spot topic for sS.. and i spot venice!! hahahz.. well everyone else does tt too.. bt anyway.. i only studied tt.. n i was hoping lyk mad tt venice wld come out.. n alhamdulilah it came out.. if not.. i can juz throw away the whole paper sia.. aarrggghhhhzzz... da blardy cot thing cause me my 4 markz sia!! how dumb can i be nt to go and invert tt blardy eqn!!!!!!!!!! aaarrrrrgggghhhhhhzzzz!!!!!!anyway i tink i can pass HOPEFULLY!!! i really wanna pass thiz paper sia.. later da paper 2 surely even worse sia.. haix.. anyway.. tmr gonna haf geog!! nd lotsa lotsa lotsa help!!! haiz.. n i juz found out tt my bro is sooo freakin kpo.. sia.. even my blog oso wanna read.. n yest he scold me lyk siao..[hahaz.. n he threaten to hack into my blog!!! hmrf... so ppl if u see strange stuffz which is soo nt me.. tt means its him!!! hahahaz] wth!! its only to nice nice lorhz.. n she dun even understand wad i told her.. tt blur nice nice. haiz.. cant help me.. i oso damn blur.. lyk her.. prob worse den her.. haiz.. wad to do.. life!! ok la.. ryte till her.. wanna scold granny..ask her qns nvr ans me.. sobz!! hahahz.. tataz.. all da best ppl!!

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2:45 PM <3

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today... ermz.. i went to sch in da mornz.. to get serious help ofr a-maths la.. bt end up doin phy.. ya learnt alot la.. feelin da pressure of SCIENCES already!!!! haiz!!! sooo idiotic!!! and anyway.. we did till 1.. n den ellen..jess and me went off to banquet to eat.. and da 3 of us decided to eat chicken rice.. den ellen was squeeze some black soy sause onto da sauce bowl.. bt accidentally squirt some when she was abt to place the bottle dwn.. da sight was sooo farnie!! her hands were black!! and the guy behind da cashier like wanna luff bt dare nt.. den ellen ask if dey haf tissue (luffin lyk mad) den dey say no!!! can u imagine tt!!! hahahahahhahaz.... n i went back to our table and get some tissue for her!! n when i return.. the guy was actually offering ellen some wet cloth.. n of cuz ellen dun wan redi!!! omg!!! he can actually stand there and watch ellen panicking!!! hahhahaa.... okok.. shall nt comment on tt incident!! ahahaz..
after that the 3 of us walked all the way to the library's bus stop and took 16.. jess have to go back to sch for her CO camp..while both me and ellen went to nice nice hse AGAIN!!! hahahahz... anyway.. ya.. me and nice nice did a-maths.. while ellen still nt convinced abt her phy.. did phy again.. bleahz.. yarhz.. n hope nice nice is ok.. she complained abt some stuffz.. n i feel bad for her la.. as in.. she got sooo many things on her mind when she's suppose to only concentrate abt her O's right now.. go nice nice gerl!! cheer up okiez!!! look on da brighter side of everything ya!! luv ya baby...

ohhh ya and tonyte immy's damn good sia.. he obediently ate all his food!! hahahz.. and he's running everyway making some noises la.. nvm i shall not scold him today!! i tink for the first tym after months!! hahahz... cruel evil me!! bleahx..

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11:03 AM <3

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aaarrrgggghhhhzzz!!! today i really really really SLACK MAN!!!! OMG!! really dont know what happen.. i suppose i was sick of the whole piles of books and worksheet!!! haiz!! but really i tried opening up some humans stuff.. and i suppose i was tired... so i decided to do a-maths... since its interesting if u know what i mean.. but i simply stone there and i cant get anything done.. n i was lyk wad am i doin!! aaarrrggghhhhzzz.. den i end up playing with immy!!! and yarh he got scolded by yours truly... and ermz.. i lock him up in my room.. and hahahz. he cried of cuz... evil me.. and he cried till slp.. sooo poor thing rytez.. haiz.. feelin super duper guilty now.. bleahx... erm.. ya on top of that.. i help to clear abit of tix n tt.. aand watch some tv shows which my mom had suggested... cuz its interestin.. which include korean shows.. n indo shows.. haiz.. well plan to study geog and sS tonight.. and go to sch and see who is available in sch to help me out with my a-maths!! aaarrrgggghhhhzzz!!! nd help terribly!!!!!

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1:00 PM <3

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today.. kinda ok la.. woke up in da morns.. den i cook!! hahah.. very super rarely u guyz will hear tt i cook.. anyway ya i fried some fried rice.. n it turned out tt i nd a lil bit more salt!! hahahz.. den wake immy up and cook some instant noodles for him.. hmrf.. tts the only thing tt he will willingly eat.. besides his favourite porridge.. so ya.. after that i get back to the book that nice lend to me.. some e-maths assesment book... super duper challenging!! hhaaz.. bt.. do alot of e-maths qns at a time can be boring!! so i did some integration... n i realised i had forgotten how to integrate!!!!! so i had in ming to ask nic nice teach me..
when to nice nice hse AGAIN!! hahah.. anyway today we did more than yest. we did integration and Ss.. basically for Ss.. nice nice juz read out the major points and i juz copied on a paper!! lol.. we had a lil bit of debating session on why is the merger of malaya n s'pore wasnt totally of s'pore's desire.. n we did venice!! yupp tt chpt tt most enjoyed??!! well at least fizah.. nice nice says so. n i was influenced to find out why dey love it soo much!! hahahaz.

sorry shana!!! cant attend ur b'dae party!!! really sorry... hope u guys enjoy and have lotsa fun!!! n oso happy b'day shana!!!

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11:00 AM <3

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today was super crazy!! well firstly.. i woke up damn late today.. bt i manage to woke daddy up for his subur prayers..i think he came back damn late yesterday's night. so he was hurrying to perform his morning prayers la.. then after which i fell back into my slumber land.. yupz.. when straight back to sleep and finally waking up at around 9 or so.. yarhz anyway i woke up get the newspaper try to read something interesting bt only had my horoscope read in da Life section!! lol!! was still in my dizzyland.. hahaz.. so i went to wash up n brush up before having my breakfast and to my books.. not bad arhz.. hahaz.. bt listen to this once seated.. my mind was not even in the books.. i was thinking if i had done the right thing.. for cancelling our meeting sooo last minute.. im really sorry bt i guess now aint the right time.. it's really not the right time.. eventhough u had the intention of helping me..
when to nice nice house juz now.. arnd 2.. and we revised e-maths.. we did some qns frm diff tys tt nice nice had.. hahaz.. then during the break.. fizah told me a ghost story which she hrd over the radio.. n nice nice shldnt have listened.. really!! it was scary-funny story la.. ok it happened in 1 of m'sia's u.. to shortened the story.. there was a ghost who was trying to be funny i guess.. ahahaz.. ok.. ya then nice nice cant slp liaoz.. sorry gerl.. you shld really just let fizah talk in malay just now..
after that i went for tuition with kak suhaila.. as usual.. enriching lesson..cant fall aslp.. as the only one there.. so we did acid bases and salt just now.. still kinda blur.. only did some tys qns. and was practically holding the ans sheet in my otha hand!! diaoz rightz.. ahaha.. anyway after that had phy tuition with uncle tayeb.. that one was super funny!! our dear hakim was such in a crazy mood.. i think because of his medicine.. or probably because of the doctor he went to.. uncle tayeb thinks the same way too!!! hahahaz.. well he was sooooo crazy to pick on the 3 bedok town students when he's the only bedok south kid there.. n he he cant even be bothered by that fact!! n on top of that.. he strted makin soo much funny noises at one corner!! iseriously think theres something wrong with him!!! haha!! and thankz uncle tayeb for the chocolates!! hehez.. *nmilky way really sux arhz!!!lol*

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2:31 PM <3

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hmmz.. yesterday went for mendaki lesson in the morning. decided to come later then usual, because everytime i will always be the first one to arrive. I was sick and tired of waiting, so i thought of making them wait for me!! -evil me!!- so when i arrived at the sch bus stop, i met jane, shazana and nadiah. so we walked in together and ms samirah was shocked to see us come together as she had only expected me to come alone. hahaz.. the lesson was quite ok.. quite enriching.. and i think i had not waste my time there!! hehhz..
after mendaki i went straight home.. guai guai go hme.. hahaz.. then went to cik suheir's wedding.. and i finally met kak huda afta such a loong time!! haahaz.. nice to see her again!! been missin her recently!! hehhz.. then immy ran up and down the void deck at bedok reservoir playing with this toddler girl.. soo cute.. the girl reminds me sabrina.. same actions!! hahaz.. and this morning had a misunderstanding with dad.. sorry yarhz.. soooo sooo sorry!!! moodswing i suppose..
ok i tink i betta get my ass off thiz chair n comp n have my dinner.. afta wish i am to study.. whole day didnt study besides goin for tuition just now.. so yarhz.. wanna thx FIRMAN for shoo-in me off right now.. n for all the advice kiez.. n there goes ur name is in tiz entry!! hahaz.. kie kiez.. gtg nytez..

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thx for taggin ppl!! hahaz.. suddenly soo many ppl tag.. lol.. okok.. newae juz now mrs tan was sooo super nice to our class lorhz.. she bought a walnut cake especiallie for our class de!! soo sweet rytez.. i tink cuz we are her only full geog students.. hehhz... n da cake taste ok arhz.. bt abit bitter.. n it really taste lyk da cake wulnut tt we usually had for hari raya except for da bitterness norhz.. anyway... she had to order da cake 2 mths b4 hand just to make sure she will receive it on time.. hahaz... n ms tan bcame 2 yrs older in 3 daes.. due to da happie b'dae sing we sang!! hahahaz... damn sweet last day of sch on term 3... n time really really flies.. wen sch reopens it's gonna be prelims redi.. den 3 more weekz.. n bye bye to all of us.. wah... damn sad!! haiz.. bt for now.. work work work.. study study study!!!! bye bye ppl n nytez...

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4eB!!!!
ms tan n her winnie da poohs.
hani cikgu me
me sin n sha at da tennis court..
me and da toddlers frm da oth pit..
teachers cuttin da cake..
teachers blowing da candles..
ms chen n me
mrs vasughi.. me.. ms tan...

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yest... 4eB present da teachers' dae bbq!!! hahahaz... went to sin sin hse.. her daddy sent us go to wilfors's hse.. den dere.. hui ping gt a shock seein da niger's right behind us.. scarie orhz.. dey lyk kinda much bigger den us lorhz..n she was jus mentioning it to me!!! hahaha...den wen we reach dere.. gt a no. of dem dare redi arhz...so it was lyk ok la..den afta a short while.. ms boey arrive..den..tok tok tok abt da perfrmance tt morn n stuffz..den me ..wan shan.. hui juan.. hui ping.. n sin sin.. went to da play grnd n play.. den gt tix 2 ang moh girls.. dey were fm da bbq pit nxt to ourz.. n i found out deir names.. marie.. n liza.. marie was da b'dae girl. n she's five.. or wa sit six.. aiya either of dem were either da age la.. n newae afta tt we went to da tennis court... n watch lissa n dori plai.. while da bois were bz playin da soccer.. its actuallie girlz are da ones hu tried sooo hard to get da fire.. n da bois.. tried very hard to play soccer!!! diaoz.. n den.. ms tan n mrs V came tgt.. den mr jeffrey lim n ms chem came tgt.. ahahaz.. den we all were bz running here n dere doin our stuff.. eatin.. n yapping awae.. n me n niki were bz takin picts wif da ang moh girlz. hahaz.. soo cute.. chall post up da pict preeti soon arhz.. bt nt now.. hehz.. afta tt we all invite da teachers cut da 2 cakes!!! haahaaz... n we sing... take lotsa lotsa lotsa photos.. wanna say a special thx to sean(last yr 3e3 one) for being coming dwn.. n helpin out with our class pict... we're were soooo freakin crazie.. afta da teachers ate n stuffz.. n toked.. all dose la.. dey make a leave.. n a last happpy teachers' dae scream frm us!! hahaha.. ermz.. da craziest part happen afta da teachers left... hahahz.. water bombs!! n da trash bag's booms!!. n da broken slipper.. n da 'tapao' 'tapao' 'tapao'... soo irritating!!! lol!!! ohh ya n da security guards.. n da broken bottle of chilli sauce... n wilford being more upset tt da bottle of chilli had break.. instead of bein worried he might have step on one of da pieces of broken glass... lol..den i waited especially for lou lou to decide how is he going hme b4 da rest of us can go hme wth.. made soo much noise at wilfords hse at 12plus am.. how nice rytez.. haha.. ermz..so ya.. i guess.. tix bbq haf been da best of da bbq's as a class i eva experience norhz.. bt yupp.. every bbq has been a diff n gr8 experience for us.. n oso tix bbq has been da most no. of teachers hu attended!! lol.. n i'll be postin up da pict in da nxt entry!! haaahz.. lazy to upload here now. damn tired..

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ok lets tok abt todae.. lol.. woke up at 6.30 de!!! siao bo.. den rush lyk siao to sch nvr even eat norhz.. den meet dez n nna in da rc rm.. n guess wad.. in da end oso nvr gif da teachers.. everything was lyk going wrong.. n nt enuff tym oso.. aiyooohhhzzz.. soo sadde lorhz... lyk da rc teachers nvr receive anything.. anyway.. we were planin to bake da cookies n brownies for the teachers.. till it turn horribly wrong!!! den we wanna make a stand la.. den gt da whole unit's pict. n all.. budden nt enuff tym!!! i tink we'll be givin dem on fri.. if deres enuff tym.. lol.. ok arhz.. den anyway... our performance kinda screw up la.. hahaz.. sorry ms tan!! hehhz.. we lyk impromptu de.. so it can be considered as kinda ok la.. rush to get lou lou to get da turn correct.. bt wen on da stage.. da guitar go ware.. n we da lyrics frm our song go ware sia.. partly cuz we cannot hear wad lou lou playin.. n anoth part cuz we all toooooo nervous!!! hahahahz....anyway.. ms tan was in tears le... aiyooo ms tan!! hehhz.. da 30 bookmarks by ur 30 lil bro's n sistas!! hahhaz... too young to be our mama!! lol... anyway... she was soooo happie to receive da 3 pooh bear by niki.. jeanette... lissa.. n wilford.. da papa pooh bear.. mama pooh bear n da baby pooh bear.. hahaz... anyway happie teacher's day to all teachers!!!! n hate my dearest principal.. wahhh full sch dae le!!! damn sianz!!!!

anyway.. on my way home.. throughout da 15 mins ride.. i manage to learn smtg.. or probablie. manage to snap out frm tix world full of posers... ppl are dearlie blinded by da kind acts of otha's which lasted fer a dae or 2.. or a month.. or half a yr... wad ppl owaes didnt realise are da ppl hu are behind dem... da ppl hu dey owaes turn to wen everyone else is noware to be found.. wen deir dearest 'friends' are all turnin their backs on dem.. dey'll probablie realise it for juz tt sec of misery.. afta tt.. wen everythings back to normal.. dey're be da one hu turn deir backs on da ppl hu haf brought dem up...everyone's chasing afta popularity and fame...bt da thing is tt these are da things tt will rot us.. to be true to urself.. n to dose hum haf cared for u... is all we as human beings can do...

anyway goin for class teacher's dae bbq later!!! hahaz.. cant wait to snap pictz!! hehhz.. hope da batt wun died off.. no more $$ liaoz.. totally totally broke.. piggy bank left zero de!! hahahaz.. thx to especially da lollies which cheat ppl $$ norhz!!! haiz... ok arhz.. 4eB's enjoy urself later!!! hahahhaz....

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